pertama kali kita berjumpa sewaktu hari pertama persekolahan. kita berdua bertentang mata dan menimbulkan satu perasaan malu since aku bru sahaja transferred here. pertama kali aku melihat dia, dia kelihatan tenang altough she was fidgetting her long fingers under the table.
terlintas dalam pkiran ak, maybe she's new too.. pertama kali cikgu introduced us to our clasmate, our eyes wide with shock and the sparkle wit joy and our 1st thought at that time" i knew it"..
seminggu jew, kita da jadi tman rapat. dudukpown sblah2, g mkan kat kantin same2. Almost everything we did it together exept sleep.. huhuu.. it doesnt matter that she was chinese and of coz i am malay. She understood my culture and im trying to learn her culture. sometimesmesti la ade argument... a liltle here, a little there... but still,the chain yang ikat kita never wavered a bit.. never.. rite???
it was mid year when semua start to come to surface. HER brooding, her bad mood, her sad face... something off.maybe sebab nak dkat SpM or eLse...
i try to be with her every chance i got. i seemed to work, but not very much...as expected..
She still had the sad look... mybe ak patot ptus asa? tapi aku xbleh.. mid year already, and it"ll be a waste if i did gave up.. so i didn't..
bad mood dia makin menjadi2 beb.. melarot2 sampai nak ujung2 taun.. it was quite depressing dowh.. aku bodo or dia yg xpnah nak hargai??? bad mood ea bkan mcam if-u-talk-2-me-u'll-have-a-bruise but morelike i'm-bad-mood-so-i-need-a-time-alone. ble pk blek ko-mmg-kimak..
ak pnah tried ask her once but no to avail. alasan family prob.. base r 2.. tabiat orang malaysia..
finally, it was end of the year. Exam result da kuar da smalam. cam base, we passed the exams wit flying colour.. alhamdulillah.. sronok gler.. spm 2 la jmin future dowh.. even ak nie jahat gle babi kat skola, ak ade gak la akal nak pk..
time amek result tu ak jalan2 la kjap kat skitar skola sek 19 2.. indu kan.. nnt da xde da tpakkaki ak kat situ agy... tetiba i heard hushed voices.I quickly recogized that fucking voice and one of themis ma best fwen.. k(im not gonna mention his name).. but the other voice,i was sure that i heard themsomewhere b4, tp x bape ak cAM... i was about to greet her when my ears caught something that made our chain shatter to thosand pieces...
k n the other friendz was collecting their bets about, surprisingly about how long i would crack with her constant bad mood... kimak gle dowh.. dpan mate plak kantoi... ak ingat nak jew g dpan mate drang n nak tgk reaksi mke drang... tp xpe la.. ak chow r blek uma..
ak sampai uma ak tros tulis mende nie kat atas kertas... setaun ak kne tpooo... bpak bodo ak nie..
mcm mane yg nak dikatekan friendship,, ak xtau..
adakah ea berkenaan loyalty, baik hati, close-2-someone, trust,etc...
da 3 years doesnt see her fckin face, one day, we tersrmpak kat mid... ea ngan mmbe2 ea, ak ngan mmbe ak.. ak still lyan ea mcm dlu,walaupon ea wat ak, tapi, she will not gain anything 4rm me.. mcm dlu.. k?
ak tnye ea, n ea ckp saje jew nak prank ko..